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Friday, January 22, 2010
I just need a little more love from this place i call home.
Cold war : Day 9.
Its as if im living in a hotel. My parents dont know what i need. Not money. I want happiness. Generated from this family. I wont be that upset if ima rich bastard that gets no love from his parents. Ima poor fuck. I cant even fucking find any shit in my house to eat, all I can eat is maggie mee. And maggie mee. Or i'll starve to death. Im fucking sick of it. I get 50bucks a week. 7 bucks a day. 2meals. $3 for lunch $4 for dinner? Minus transport fees : $50-$20 = $30. Hmmmm, 2bucks a meal. How lovely is that? I dont blame my mum. My dad doesnt give a shit about me. Or maybe he cant. Coz he's a great dad, that works for his cigarettes, his own meals. And maybe the electricity bills. Thats all. Since secondary school, he didnt give my mum any money for what i spend. My mum is really pitiful. She has to tolerate my dad's mutha fucking temper. And she also has to tolerate mine. (obviously inherited my dad's shithole genes) Oh, and my mum has a futha fucking great temper too!
I aint here to complain about how poor i am. Im just upset. Haha. I think i wont be able to survive the next 2years in Jc. Just imagining myself under that stress. I would be so damn busy that i wont be able to meet my beloved piggy. Im gonna lose all my friends. Im gonna become an emo freak. Lol. Nah, just kidding. Its gonna be really stressful. And i dont know who i can trust. In Jc. Anyone can be a jerk. I trust people easily, you know. I dont like that fact. Hahs. But once someone breaks that trust, its hard for me to trust him/her again. Who's gonna support me when I fall?
Thank you my friends. If not for this brilliant class, 207'07, I dont think I would have been who I am today. Not forgetting bitch, noona and some other people. I have a very bad memory and you would know who you are (: This is like a farewell post HAHAHA. Kay la, actually i typed out alot of crap. But i backspaced all the shit, coz its kinda gay. Im always going off topic. Dont even know what im talking about now. I type out whatever thats on my mind, thats why. Zzz. Nevermind.
Now my mind is blank. Kinda forgot what i wanted to say. Was feeling damn screwed anyway. Today was a quite happy day though, met up with baby (: Anyway this is to a particular human, YOU'RE WORTH BETTER HAHAHA.
Abit random nia. Tmr gonna mahjong with shaun, alfreda and i dont know who else is going. Thats if baby is not free. Baby = 1st priority. Sorry shaun :/ I love the neo print on the back of baby's phone :D Corrections : I love the neos we took =) I can skip a week's meal just for a meal with this piggy. Maybe thats why im 'BENDANx'. ROFL. Actually i already no money liao, needa pay back shaun chalet money. Hope i dont lose money tmr. tolong tolong~
I want to be the first to know your problems. I always dont get to know of your problems. Not like i want you to have any, but most people do have. Baby I hope im the first one you think of whenever you encounter any problems.
Sometimes I can do nothing but sit back and watch. Doesnt feel good. Just wanna be brave and fuck all those people real hard. But I cant do no shit. Why am I talking about all this roflolmao. Wakao i spent almost 30minutes on this post. Kept daydreaming.
Good night wonder piggy, my love. Im going to bed soon. Im feeling kinda down now.
BABY ARE YOU DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN!
Dennis wrote this at 10:28 PM