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Monday, August 31, 2009

Thats why i say brothers know me best. He never fails to read my mind. That bastard. Hahaha cant hide anything from him =/ but some things are really hard to explain, yup sorry for my emo and stuff. Im confused about my own fucked up feelings.
Got them sorted out and yeah. I think so much for what? 我知道伤心不能改变什么~ i dont know whats going on with me sometimes, where did that daring insane Dennis die to? Why did I end up like this. I really dont know. But, i just dont wanna end up filled with piles of troubles and shit, i dont wanna waste time clearing them. I dont particularly hate ANYONE on this surface of the Earth. Not even dislike, yeah maybe still abit dont like yujian. But thats cause he kinda, fucked my life up? yeah i understand how he felt, i know why he hated me so much, why he doesnt believe a word i say. I've been through it before damn it. And somehow i know how yujian feels now, 感情是不能勉强的. Im not trying to haolian kay. Now I understand why joanne says people that are too nice gets bullied easily. I aint nice anyway =) I just dont want unneccesary troubles. Something i dont understand, why love rivals cant become friends? I tried making myself like him too, kinda hard, but i still shut up and move on right. Gwee and John are close friends, me gwee john shaun are still as close as ever. Why cant WE be the same? Applies to both the HIMs. Sorry Pork i didnt listen to you =( shud have been more wise. Now its affecting me already. Haiz, im tired.

Dennis wrote this at 9:46 PM