Come to think of it,
when have i ever lived in a home where i get peace
where i dont hear any quarrels for at least a week
where i can really feel some pathetic love from them?
I've imagined how my life would be alot happier
if my parents werent like that.
Have you ever tried in these kinda living conditions?
When you finally made up your mind to do something,
like doing some fucked up homework.
Suddenly some screaming just pops out of nowhere
like its a supermarket,
it just keeps coming.
Non-stop.
Try something like this,
get your dad to smoke right in front of you.
As if you werent even there,
and the best thing is that
when you switch on the fan,
HE TURNS IT OFF!!
Guys, laugh with me.
I know its pathetic,
but this is my life.
My fucked up life.
Never have i felt a single bit of security anywhere
School, home..
Aint even a home to me now,
its just a fucking house for me to sleep in.
I need a hug. I really do ='(
Dennis wrote this at 8:50 PM